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Entries from February 2008

Check out these photos!

February 26, 2008 · 1 Comment

As an aspiring erotic photographer who has yet to take damn near enough erotic photos, these three photos are very inspiring…and extremely hot! My favorite is the one in the middle.

I really need to get the camera out and start practicing. I just need some subject matter, dammit!!!!

Categories: Photography

The moment of truth (and embarrassment)

February 26, 2008 · Leave a Comment

Why do we fall into this shit? Why do we watch stupid television when we say we won’t? Here is sit watching this horrible trainwreck of a show called The Moment of Truth.

If you haven’t seen it, it’s on FOX. It’s sort of like Who Wants to be a Millionaire, but with true/false questions. You tell the truth, you keep  going. You don’t, it’s over.

Anyway, you can guess the types of questions being asked. It’s sad sometimes what we sit and watch on TV.

At the same time, I wonder who would agree to go on this show if they truly have something to hide. Maybe 15 minutes of fame is more important.

Categories: What I'm watching...

Things that make me happy…

February 25, 2008 · Leave a Comment

  • Waking up a half hour before the alarm clock sounds
  • Having a BM, wiping my ass and seeing nothing on the TP

I’m actually conducting a study on that second one. I’m trying to analyze my diet against the type of BMs that I have. I’m having a very hard time seeing any trends in my research…frustrating.

The good thing is, both of these things happened today. I’d say it’s a great start to the week. Happy Monday.

Categories: General Stuff

Cumming on her face…

February 23, 2008 · 1 Comment

My whole life I had assumed that cumming on a woman’s face was degrading to her. I had never offered, nor had a woman ever asked. Of course I had always seen it in porn, but thought it was sort of taboo…for whatever reason.

Until recently…

During a couple of passionate sessions of sex, my current girlfriend has asked that I cum all over her face. At first I was stunned, but I didn’t argue. I sprayed it all over her face like I was frosting a cake with my cock. It felt good. It looked great dripping down her cheeks and hanging from strands of uncontrolled hair. Then to see her wipe it from her eyes and lick her fingers nearly made me cum all over again.

She made the same request last night. I love it. We don’t do it every time, but every so often, it feels good to unload on her face.

To all the woman out there, is this strange? Like I said, before now I’ve never been with someone interested in this. Are you? Is this a common request that I’ve missed out on?

Just wondering.

Categories: Sex

A confession…

February 22, 2008 · 2 Comments

Ok, I’ve been debating whether or not to share this, but, what the hell. I’m dying to tell someone.

While I was on vacation, I gave another man a blowjob and he returned the favor.

Now that I’ve dropped that bomb, where I do go from there.

I can think of two dreams I’ve had in my life that were homosexual in nature. Both of them involved blowjobs, but never got to the point of the actual act. I always woke up before cock hit my lips. In many ways, I was thankful for that. In others, it stirred a huge amount of curiosity. What was it like to suck a cock? What did it taste like? How did it feel going down your throat? How did the cumshot feel and what was the sensation of swallowing a hot load?

I’ve often wondered, but now I know.

It all started very innocently. On my first afternoon in paradise I decided to stop by a local bar and take in the local vibe. This wasn’t a tourist attraction, but a small place off the main roads. I sat on a stool in the bar and ordered a beer. Two beers into my visit, I actually remember being quite proud of myself for not lighting up a cigarette—something I always do when I’m drinking.

Anyway, the bar was fairly empty and the bartender wasn’t all that busy. In fact, while I sat at the bar he was surfing the internet on a laptop behind the bar.

I asked him if he knew of a good place to go parasailing. He said, “screw that, do you scuba dive? If you’re visiting here you have to scuba dive.”

I told him I didn’t, but that it was a good idea and maybe I’d check that out as well. Apparently that gave him a huge opening. He was a scuba instructor and told me he would hook me up. That was the start of our conversation.

He then started asking where my girlfriend or wife was. I told him that I traveled alone. He seemed surprised by that.

I’d say he was probably in his mid-30s. We chatted about everything and eventually the fact that he was gay came out during the conversation. At that time, probably four beers into my stay, I told him that I always wondered what it was like to suck a cock. For a brief moment I was extremely embarrassed at what I had just said. It was very inappropriate, but my new friend laughed and took it in stride.

He said, “actually, I don’t know what’s better…having your cock sucked or sucking a cock.”

I then told him I could see where he was coming from. I thoroughly enjoy eating pussy. Again, probably comparing apples and oranges, but what the hell.

That was all that was said about the cock sucking and we were on to talking about something else. His shift was to end at 6 and he invited me to his place down the road to get some pointers on scuba diving. He was also going to allow me to borrow some of his equipment. I felt extremely comfortable with him and in no way was I thinking he was hitting on me—and maybe he wasn’t.

After his shift I followed him to his place which was only 100 yards down the road. Once we got there, he asked if I was interested in ordering a pizza and having a few beers as we talked about the scuba diving. I said sure.

One, two, three beers and I felt a decent buzz. My friend had a similar buzz. By no means was I drunk or incoherent. Just so you know, I knew what was going on the entire time. True, the alcohol loosened me up, but it didn’t make me do anything outside of my control.

“So you’ve thought about giving a man a blowjob, but you say you’re not gay?” he asked.

“That’s right,” I replied. “You know, it’s just something I’m curious about what it would be like.”

I then joked with him and said, “What, are you going to let me give you a blowjob?”

“Hmm, I don’t know, but to be honest I’ve been thinking about sucking your cock ever since we started talking about this.”

Again, joking, I said, “Ok, I’ll give you head and then you give me head. I can’t imagine 69 working with two guys.” I laughed.

“Oh it works,” he said.

“Really, how?”

“you have to do it on your side. It’s harder on top of each other.”

Made sense to me.  I laughed again and noticed myself getting a bit turned on and I told him. He said he was too.

At that point, I don’t know what came over me, but I walked over to him and put my hand over his crotch. I could feel his cock in a semi-swollen state. He was wearing loose fitting linen pants that were held up with a draw string.

I untied the string and put my hand into his pants. His cock stiffened immediately.

“I’ve never felt another cock, do you mind?” I asked.

“No, not at all” as he pronounced each word slowly.

I noticed his body tense up as I slowly stroked the what I figured, average sized cock. In fact, it looked  a lot like mine.

I then asked him to lay down on the couch and I knelt before him continuing a slow stroke.

“What are you going to do,” he asked.

“I think I’m going to suck your cock.”

“Please do.”

I took a firm grip to his cock and pointed the head straight up in the air. His pants were only pulled down a little.

“Let me help you out with this,” he said and then stood up and took his pants off. His hard cock pointed straight up and slightly leaned to the right. He laid back  down on the couch and I took hold of it again.

I told him, “once I do this I can never say I’ve never done it again.”

He laughed as I went to lick the head of his penis. I tasted the saltiness that I’ve so often heard about and the head was so smooth on my tongue. I opened up and took an inch into my mouth. I then took it deeper until I started to gag. I stopped, took the cock out of my mouth and looked up at him.

“Am I doing ok?”

“You’re doing great, for your first time,” he replied.

I went back to work. More comfortable now that I had already had his member in my mouth and could get a feeling how  how to accept the rod in my throat. I slowly went down further and further until I got into a good rhythm. I could hear him moan a bit and I could feel him tense the muscles that made his cock move.

I continued to suck and  lick his cock and thought about the best blowjobs that I had been given. I tried to use the same techniques that had worked so good on me. I applied a combination hand stroke and up and down suck that started to drive him crazy.

After 10 minutes of sucking his cock, my jaw starting hurting so I took a break.  I continued to jack him off with my hands when he told me he thought he was about to cum.

Do I swallow or not I thought as he was getting close to exploding. I decided I was going to swallow. After all, I most likely would never do this again so I wanted the whole experience.

I went back to sucking and I could feel his midsection rise up towards my chin and then without warning I felt the shot of his cum fill my mouth. I couldn’t swallow fast enough. I couldn’t swallow at all. My mouth was full of cum and his load started dripping out of my mouth. I quickly swirled it around with my tongue and swallowed what was still in my mouth.

I looked up and saw a huge grin on his face.

“Now it’s my turn,” he said.

I took off my jeans and laid down on the couch. I put my arms behind my head and enjoyed a great blowjob.

So, there you have it. I gave another man a blowjob. Am I gay? I don’t know, but that night I was. Haha. I don’t really have any deeper attraction to this guy and I don’t have an urge to do it again. Maybe it was just an experience, maybe it was more. Only time will tell.

And, oh, I never got a scuba lesson. We drank a few more beers and chatted for another hour or so and then I left.

A couple days later I stopped back into the bar and I saw my new buddy.

“Hey, faggot! he said.

I laughed, had a couple beers, left and will probably never see him again.

Categories: Sex

Lindsay Lohan…

February 22, 2008 · 1 Comment

I don’t think she really looks all that good in this photo shoot. Is it just me?

Categories: Sex

Hello again…

February 22, 2008 · 2 Comments

I feel like I need to reintroduce myself. It’s been a while!

I got back from my wonderful vacation the other and am rejuvenated, refreshed and ready to rock this world!

Cheesy…I know, but hey, that’s how I feel and I’m going to embrace it.

I feel great. I feel young, I don’t feel dumb, but I do feel full of cum!!

Anyway, I hope all is well out there and hopefully I didn’t lose too many readers during my time away. I had every intention of blogging while I was gone, but I didn’t have the internet access that I thought I would. That’s ok, I rediscovered the joy of writing by hand. I wrote pages and pages of thoughts and observations. It’s funny, my writing has gotten so bad that I think I should go and type all that stuff so I don’t find myself someday trying to figure out what I wrote.

Isn’t it crazy that when you feel good, you look better, you feel lighter and you see clearer. It’s crazy! Oh yeah, you also cum farther. While on vacation I woke up one morning from a very erotic dream. I masturbated and shot cum over my left shoulder. Ahh, just another indication that your body is feeling great!!!

Maybe that’s too much information, but I have to tell you, when you’re treating your body right, it definitely pays you back—especially in sexual energy. I swear my cock gets harder and bigger during an erection while I’m on a great diet and exercising regularly. My cum is also more plentiful.

Well, I’m getting back to work. I thought I’d just say how great things are and I look forward to getting this blog back up and running! Oh by the way, leave a note letting me know you’re still reading…plleeeeaaaasseee!

Later!

Categories: General Stuff · Sex

Great quote…

February 8, 2008 · 1 Comment

“If you had to identify, in one word, the reason why the human race has not achieved, and never will achieve, its full potential, that word would be ‘meetings.’”

by Dave Barry

Categories: General Stuff

Vacations are funny…

February 8, 2008 · 1 Comment

You’re busy as hell a couple weeks before and a couple of weeks after a holiday. I’m heading out of town next week. I can’t wait, but I feel the to-do list at the office continues to grow while I run out of time.

Jamming to some Skid Row right now and trying to get some tax stuff done. Hey, gotta keep the energy flowing when you’re dealing with numbers when you’re not a numbers person!

Anyway, I’m really debating whether or not I should take my laptop with me. There are some high-level projects I want to work on while I’m gone. I tend to get edgy when I’m away for more than a few days. I can’t just turn my mind off.

I guess if I take the computer I can blog from paradise.

Oh by the way, I see some other blogs that I take a look at do a thing called Half Naked Thursday. Maybe I’ll do something for next week.

Gotta get back to the taxes.

Categories: Business · General Stuff

A life-changing read

February 6, 2008 · Leave a Comment

Don’t you love when you read a book that changes your life? For me, it doesn’t really happen too often. But, just tonight, I read something that I hope changes my life.

I guess if I hope it changes my life, it’s all up to me!

Anyway, I was reading a post from one of my favorite blogs called Zen Habits. In fact, if you don’t know of it, check it out. There is some really outstanding stuff there! I hope you see the benefits that I have.

The post was called A Simple Guide to Being Present for the Overworked and Overwhelmed

It covered the topic of living in the present rather than focusing on the past and future. This is something I’ve always had a hard time with. I always find myself relishing the past or looking forward to something in the future pretty much all the time. It actually really bugs me. To me this post was really deep and gave some good insight in how to stay focused on right now.

I am going to make sure this read is life-changing. I can’t wait!! Or, uh, actually, I should wait, right? Please, do yourself a favor and check out that blog, you won’t be sorry!

Categories: Business · General Stuff