Ok, I’ve been debating whether or not to share this, but, what the hell. I’m dying to tell someone.
While I was on vacation, I gave another man a blowjob and he returned the favor.
Now that I’ve dropped that bomb, where I do go from there.
I can think of two dreams I’ve had in my life that were homosexual in nature. Both of them involved blowjobs, but never got to the point of the actual act. I always woke up before cock hit my lips. In many ways, I was thankful for that. In others, it stirred a huge amount of curiosity. What was it like to suck a cock? What did it taste like? How did it feel going down your throat? How did the cumshot feel and what was the sensation of swallowing a hot load?
I’ve often wondered, but now I know.
It all started very innocently. On my first afternoon in paradise I decided to stop by a local bar and take in the local vibe. This wasn’t a tourist attraction, but a small place off the main roads. I sat on a stool in the bar and ordered a beer. Two beers into my visit, I actually remember being quite proud of myself for not lighting up a cigarette—something I always do when I’m drinking.
Anyway, the bar was fairly empty and the bartender wasn’t all that busy. In fact, while I sat at the bar he was surfing the internet on a laptop behind the bar.
I asked him if he knew of a good place to go parasailing. He said, “screw that, do you scuba dive? If you’re visiting here you have to scuba dive.”
I told him I didn’t, but that it was a good idea and maybe I’d check that out as well. Apparently that gave him a huge opening. He was a scuba instructor and told me he would hook me up. That was the start of our conversation.
He then started asking where my girlfriend or wife was. I told him that I traveled alone. He seemed surprised by that.
I’d say he was probably in his mid-30s. We chatted about everything and eventually the fact that he was gay came out during the conversation. At that time, probably four beers into my stay, I told him that I always wondered what it was like to suck a cock. For a brief moment I was extremely embarrassed at what I had just said. It was very inappropriate, but my new friend laughed and took it in stride.
He said, “actually, I don’t know what’s better…having your cock sucked or sucking a cock.”
I then told him I could see where he was coming from. I thoroughly enjoy eating pussy. Again, probably comparing apples and oranges, but what the hell.
That was all that was said about the cock sucking and we were on to talking about something else. His shift was to end at 6 and he invited me to his place down the road to get some pointers on scuba diving. He was also going to allow me to borrow some of his equipment. I felt extremely comfortable with him and in no way was I thinking he was hitting on me—and maybe he wasn’t.
After his shift I followed him to his place which was only 100 yards down the road. Once we got there, he asked if I was interested in ordering a pizza and having a few beers as we talked about the scuba diving. I said sure.
One, two, three beers and I felt a decent buzz. My friend had a similar buzz. By no means was I drunk or incoherent. Just so you know, I knew what was going on the entire time. True, the alcohol loosened me up, but it didn’t make me do anything outside of my control.
“So you’ve thought about giving a man a blowjob, but you say you’re not gay?” he asked.
“That’s right,” I replied. “You know, it’s just something I’m curious about what it would be like.”
I then joked with him and said, “What, are you going to let me give you a blowjob?”
“Hmm, I don’t know, but to be honest I’ve been thinking about sucking your cock ever since we started talking about this.”
Again, joking, I said, “Ok, I’ll give you head and then you give me head. I can’t imagine 69 working with two guys.” I laughed.
“Oh it works,” he said.
“Really, how?”
“you have to do it on your side. It’s harder on top of each other.”
Made sense to me. I laughed again and noticed myself getting a bit turned on and I told him. He said he was too.
At that point, I don’t know what came over me, but I walked over to him and put my hand over his crotch. I could feel his cock in a semi-swollen state. He was wearing loose fitting linen pants that were held up with a draw string.
I untied the string and put my hand into his pants. His cock stiffened immediately.
“I’ve never felt another cock, do you mind?” I asked.
“No, not at all” as he pronounced each word slowly.
I noticed his body tense up as I slowly stroked the what I figured, average sized cock. In fact, it looked a lot like mine.
I then asked him to lay down on the couch and I knelt before him continuing a slow stroke.
“What are you going to do,” he asked.
“I think I’m going to suck your cock.”
“Please do.”
I took a firm grip to his cock and pointed the head straight up in the air. His pants were only pulled down a little.
“Let me help you out with this,” he said and then stood up and took his pants off. His hard cock pointed straight up and slightly leaned to the right. He laid back down on the couch and I took hold of it again.
I told him, “once I do this I can never say I’ve never done it again.”
He laughed as I went to lick the head of his penis. I tasted the saltiness that I’ve so often heard about and the head was so smooth on my tongue. I opened up and took an inch into my mouth. I then took it deeper until I started to gag. I stopped, took the cock out of my mouth and looked up at him.
“Am I doing ok?”
“You’re doing great, for your first time,” he replied.
I went back to work. More comfortable now that I had already had his member in my mouth and could get a feeling how how to accept the rod in my throat. I slowly went down further and further until I got into a good rhythm. I could hear him moan a bit and I could feel him tense the muscles that made his cock move.
I continued to suck and lick his cock and thought about the best blowjobs that I had been given. I tried to use the same techniques that had worked so good on me. I applied a combination hand stroke and up and down suck that started to drive him crazy.
After 10 minutes of sucking his cock, my jaw starting hurting so I took a break. I continued to jack him off with my hands when he told me he thought he was about to cum.
Do I swallow or not I thought as he was getting close to exploding. I decided I was going to swallow. After all, I most likely would never do this again so I wanted the whole experience.
I went back to sucking and I could feel his midsection rise up towards my chin and then without warning I felt the shot of his cum fill my mouth. I couldn’t swallow fast enough. I couldn’t swallow at all. My mouth was full of cum and his load started dripping out of my mouth. I quickly swirled it around with my tongue and swallowed what was still in my mouth.
I looked up and saw a huge grin on his face.
“Now it’s my turn,” he said.
I took off my jeans and laid down on the couch. I put my arms behind my head and enjoyed a great blowjob.
So, there you have it. I gave another man a blowjob. Am I gay? I don’t know, but that night I was. Haha. I don’t really have any deeper attraction to this guy and I don’t have an urge to do it again. Maybe it was just an experience, maybe it was more. Only time will tell.
And, oh, I never got a scuba lesson. We drank a few more beers and chatted for another hour or so and then I left.
A couple days later I stopped back into the bar and I saw my new buddy.
“Hey, faggot! he said.
I laughed, had a couple beers, left and will probably never see him again.