I’m going to apologize up front for treating this blog post like a magic 8 ball. It’s not, I know that, but I’m perplexed by a fork in the road.
Last week I talked about the break up I had with a woman who has meant so much to me. We are essentially soul mates who have gone through a rough stretch for a long period of time. Recently I called it quits. As a result, she did everything but beg me to come back.
I’m smart enough to realize that her reaction is a result of my breaking up with her, but how much?? I love her. She loves me. We’ve had our problems, but she’s swearing that things will change.
So, magic 8 ball, do I jump back in. I do love her, but I’m hesitant that the change will last. We had gone a long time since making love, until the other night. It was perfect. I came three times. It felt so right. It was slow and deliberate. It was perfect.
Can this last? Will it last? Do I want it to last?
